Monthly Archives: February 2014


 I recently finished the illustrations for Mercy & Melons by Lisa Nichols Hickman; published by Abingdon Press 2014 (to be released in September).  All of the interior illustrations were done in watercolor.  Working with one color is a fantastic challenge.  I loved it.  COriginally we were going to go with a deep yellow ochre, so that’s the color I worked in.  Halfway through the project the client decided a brown would be better. c I have to say, as much as I love yellow, I agree, brown is a better choice here. I continued to work in the ochre for the heck of it and then cleaned them up and colored them digitally.   Here are a few of my favorites.  Enjoy!fnoz

10 years fly by

Yesterday was the 10 year anniversary of my brother Justin’s death.

I never quite know how to deal with anniversaries of this sort.  I miss him a lot.  He was my closest sibling.  He was a year older, and we went through a lot together before he was taken home to be with Jesus at 20.  He was amazing, funny and talented and I think he secretly thought the same of me.  Like the time he showed his best friend a few of my paintings without my knowing.  It felt good to know my big brother was proud of me.

It’s weird, after 10 years his name is still on the tip of my tongue.  I don’t know what to do with that.  We were close, but I’ve known siblings who were closer.   There are days and weeks when I don’t think of him.   There are days when I look at my kids and feel like crying because he didn’t get to see me be a mom.  I didn’t get to see him be a dad.   I used to just barge into his room and talk about whatever I was thinking about.  If something was bothering me, or whatever.  He’d meander around his room listening to me.  Sometimes he’d respond.  Sometimes he’d just shrug.  Sometimes I felt annoyed, sometimes reassured.

I draw owls for him because that was the animal he picked for himself.  I was a hen. That always made me laugh.